IT IS FINISHED!

Yeah! it is done! finish!
i finally finish my neverending proj...
wanna post a long post...
but i am really tired... [see Julius! its updating... when r u getting a blog?? =) ]
i din sleep yesterday...
i slept at 4 am this morn... woke up at 8.30 to continue my work till 4.30pm...
i had never rushed so much b4 in my whole life!
phew~
and i had never stared at the com for 12 hours straight with palm perspiring when using the wacom...
well had fun la...
learnt many stuff...
like how things go into places...
and whats colour bar, swatch and key is for...
test print is needed to make final look good...
greyscale is needed to see if the picture is too muddy anot...
loll
this is wad i had been on this last 3 week:


and since i dun have much to say...
i shall put up 2 personal work i have done...
#1: What do u see in a teardrop?
do u see the joy or sadness in it?


#2: When thorns are working against you.
thorns are supposed to protect the rose, but it end up attacking it...

kays... thats all for now... need sleep!!!!

Mummy can i go watch the Forbidden City musical? =)

holding on!

yea! i am gonna hold on here...
ya noe wad they say when the going gets tough, the tough gets going!
so yea!
iam gonna rise above my situation...
giants fears may be big!
BUT
my God is BIGGER!
yest i was rushing my 2 final piece...
i was like
draw draw rest draw draw pray draw draw watch tv and eat draw draw rest draw draw draw...
till i finish my work... at ard 1145...
saved by the min...
good thing it finish on time =)
haiz...
today is Jancy's Birthday!!!!
Happy Birthday Jan!!!!
God is blessing u now!!!
=)

hahaz... alright gtg go now...
yea!
feel so free after i put it up on forum yest
hahahahaha!
-Free Trudy!

Dn1391 Studio Project

Yea! i am in Studio Project now!
i thought that i would be super duper zhao ji wu di busy...
but it wasnt so...
guess i would bebusy next week when things are finalised...
Monday went with my class to Boat Quay to do research, on site drawing...
initiall we were slacking in Macs... eating hotcakes and all...
but the interial design was so nice...
and i felt that i shouldnt be slacking...
so i started to draw the windows, chairs, tables...
den i felt my engine started!
so i told my friend to look after my stuffs while i walked ard to draw some stuffs out...
many interial caught my eye... so i drew it...
thank God, it seems to be the right thing for me...
heehee...
yesterday... went there at night to capture the night life on my cam...
but i reached there ard 1040pm, after PM...
ask my classmates to wait for me...
so nice... they did!
cause i pray that they would... =)
but some of them were drunk like that...
felt kinda bad...
poor Prissy... she was like blur blur, vomited and had hangover...
then they all were acting quite weirdly...
haha... oh wells...
went to see Ms Sherlyn today...
she was late...
okays nvm...
den when i talked to her...
i dont feel like doing any talking at all...
den i felt like a lost of words againg and again...
dont know why... but felt that i had been in a lost of words this few days...
okays... dinner time!
tata~!

By S.T.

nope... this time S.T. doesnt stand for seahorse Trudy...
but rather sleepy Trudy
i havent done things like this b4!
like sleeping only 3 to 6 hours on the average a day for 2.5 weeks...
i thought i caould choose to wake up out of my sleepiness...
but hey!
i slept like a log and nobody woke me
hahahaz... haiz...
but still...
really wanna thank God for the things He had done for me...
the favour and grace He had given me...
2 examples...
1. out of the 10 traffic lights... i missed 9 of them when i was really late for school and on the verge if crying...
[now now, Big girls dont cry... I'm a Big girl... so i dont...]
2. when i had no time to do my homework, God pour down favour upon me...
cause he going Europe, and he is a temp teacher...
he just gave me the grades that i have on the average...
he call me to go home and do but need not show him
=)
feel like singing this song:
aint no mountain high enough~
aint no valleys low enough~
aint no river wide enough~
to keep me from loving You~
haha... the ~ is for pulling...
=)
walking with Jesus is really walking through some ups and downs...
even though we fall on the bumps...
but hey!
we can use the bumps to climb up...
=)
now i feel really awake...
like an owl...
[no! not like Bobby!!!]
i can sleep just right now
u can talk to me but i would sleep like sleeping beaut...
without eating the poison apple...
hahaz... haiz... black joke... as Mr Linus would put it...
pray that i wouldnt sleep in cg mtg
[cant believe my dad let me off from sleeping at 4am and woke me at 7am instead of 5.30am...
hahaz... haiz...~]
=)
even though my presentation today didnt went that well... wasnt in one of my jolliejolliejoy mood... [thats why i was minting Andy at the lift, felt bad... :P]
and usually we present our idea, teachers would be really supportive by looking...
this time they did anything but look in my eyes...
the only few encouragements i kinda felt i had from was from the classmates...
like Jaslyn who was really concentrating, Andy and Van who met my eyes, Aaron who laughs ands smiles at idea, plus a few classmates who cheered... =)
but that didnt take away that jitter bugg...

and even though i lost my phone, with all the pretty pix i took, with a lot of contacts i didnt put into my book, with all the settings i set many time, with all the fun msges from my friends...
[pls give me ur phone numbers so that i can send u my phone number when i get a line]

and even though i AM really tired right now...

i must learnt to count my blessings and not my curses...
i got a Scanner cum water proof printer, my relationship with my Bro and Dad got better, Minah was nicer to me nowadays =) and having averages of Bs in all my moldules...

Studio Project is coming soon... pretty excited about it...
wad hopes and visions and fun it would bring!
cant wait for it! so i bought 2 journal for it...
so now its time to embrace it...!
b4 that... i need to re-energise myself in Our Secret Place

Thank You Lord~
i just wanna thank You Lord!~
Thank You Lord~
Thank~ank Youuu Lorddd!~~~
-taken from the latest album of Don Moen

draw, draw, talk, draw, read, draw, read, draw ,draw, draw

hahaz... that's my day's schedule!^
fun?? haha!
awefully fun!
felt a bit bit nausea like i did when i stayed in my room to study 50 hours a week for olevel...
and i finally know why is it a nausea feeling...
it shall be named by Ms Guo Trudy...
the <no-life-nausea feeling>
i mean... today is national day...
and wad i did?
where did i go??
i went out to help kor kor buy things... nothing else...
wad did i do staying at home?
rush homework...
hahaz... haiz... glad that Random-pai Wenzi talked to me for 2 hours...
hahahahahaz...
den i was named Crappy-pai
hahahaz...
talked to EJ too...
after that i realised i was trying to draw a protrait pix into a landscap pix
:P
EJ and mummy call me to watch TV
interesting...
so when i am watching tv... everyone would go...
dont watch!
when i watch... ppl would go... watch!
yeah~...
den today Bro Jo gave tuition to Bro Jared's cgm...
den i realised...
yest, the ppl that kor kor said was Gavin friends... were his cgm...
we played bb
quite fun... din play for a loong time...
den playing 1st time with my bro
so fun!
he got a sprain
so he walked ard like a model...
so ke ai la...
den i got a ball in...
yea! ... bit tc one...
the last one they trick me into shooting a 3 pt...
i confirm cant... given the fact that i dont have Samson's strength at that time...
hahahaz...
argh!
i want a life!!
somebody! go out and shop with me!!
man i sounded like i have mood swings...
Lord... teach me how to draw not sketchily and in proportion!!!!
-Trudy getting a life...

FOP days and Today!

heyyy!!!
yea!
went for the 3 days for FOP...
it was a really a life changing experience!
it was real great...
was convicted up down left right inside out...
felt... different
yea, thats the word!
at the last night I was really touch by God...
He kept on telling me that He was there when things happens...
when things are finally out if my hands..
its in His Big Hands...
not to worry,, but in all things, prayer and suplication...
Trust Him... He knows whats happening, what to do...
He is in charge...
He is Good, His plans are hopeful...
I am His child... and shall not be tested beyond what i could handle
this reminds me of the stretching and loosing periods of everyone...
when u get higher... u get stretch more...
but dont worry, the peroid of loosing would be there soon
hang in there!
God knows what you are going through...
what was meant for evil, shall be use to glorify Him...
den yesterday... sth unexpected yet much talked abt happened...
someone stole my phone...
well... i felt bad for the person...
for vengence is not mine...
so hmmmmmm...
haiz... a bit sadden...
din see Sophia before she left for KFC...
i even cooked up the best story for her so that she could read it on the plane...
and not be bored on it...
wells... all done wad more to say?
its one of those incident when u see the whole picture all u could do was awww...
but both parties were fustrated...

today felt so free and crippled w/o my phone...
free: no one calling me to scold me when i am so in the mood to draw...
crippled: can call out or msg for help...
cheesified...
oh wells...
today was fun...
drew with pencils instead of marker...
but still cant believe that i took 1 hour to draw a sketchy thumnail...
ZZzzzZZZ!!!
today was fun but unproductive...
cant believe we actually stop drawing to go bowl and watch movie
it was fun and all...
but i just really wanna say sth...
maybe i'd say it in due time
i am not going to go into that certain commitment just because of peer pressure...
still fasting the 5 years fast... =)

anyways... gotta pay for having much fun just now...
not going to rest till i get my stuff done
yea...

haiz... i just felt that everybody have their own problems...
to co-live with one another... can everyone just be more understanding??
just that i am 17 doesnt mean i am living on a bed of roses...
-thorn-ed Trudz

Sufficient Grace!

i saw this email from one of my sisters...
decided to share it with all you guys!

A Prayer Relationship
Lindsay Roberts
Have you ever felt like you didn't know how to pray? Jesus knew that we might not understand how to pray, therefore He gave us some guidelines for developing a prayer relationship with the heavenly Father so we can get our prayers answered.

Jesus said, When thou prayest, thou shalt not be as the hypocrites are: for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and in the corners of the streets, that they may be seen of men. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward (Matthew 6:5).

Maybe you've seen the type of person Jesus was talking about. You know, those who make sure everyone sees them praying in church, but when they go home they live like the devil. It's all a "show." They shouldn't be surprised when their prayers aren't answered.

In the next verse, Jesus tells us to get into an atmosphere of prayer: But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly (v. 6).

Now Jesus doesn't mean you actually have to go into your closet, push your shoes and clothes aside, and sit there an d pray. He is saying to get alone with God in some quiet place, if only in your thoughts, and begin to pray in earnest, in sincerity, out of your heart. Being alone with the Father, with no other eyes upon you but His, gives you the freedom to be open and totally honest with Him. It can help you begin to develop an intimate, loving relationship between you and God which opens the door for your prayers to be answered.

My Declaration of Faith after reading:
My quiet time with the Lord deepens my relationship with Him and opens the door for my prayers to be answered.

this week is week 16...
one of the most exciting and tough week for me and the rest of the DMD ppl...
firstly i wanna thank God for a great brother, Rev. Mike Connell. He really moves greatly in delieverance... after the special ministry service, i felt so much cleaner!
yea... when i was talking to Jasmine, we made one of the most duh~est statment in history after the delieverance... 'I felt so... delievered'
haha...
yea... lately had been really nasty and all...
its like i would be really bitter and all..
due to many many things that happened recently...
esp when i was talking to certain ppl...
so i really wanna thank God that He delievered me and now I am more ready to forgive and forget now! =)
felt more joyful and relax at stressful timing...

today and last Sat:
i was rushing my homework like crazy...
i was planning to come home early on Sat after the steamboat...
but sis Ber was like encouraging me to stay on and all...
so i stayed till the end...
got to know some of the new friends...
so when i reached home, i so dead tired... bath, do QT, call up members, den cant make it le...
need rest, cause i was sick...
down with some sore throat, and flu...
[getting better now! sickness, OUT u go!]
due to the heatiness accumilated as sleep was not enough...
so yup... i ended up rushing EVERYTHING today...
i was really scared and all... so i kept on praying in tongues...
the final sketches was done in 4 hours last night...
the rest, file, Prototype and sktches was done in 5 hours this morn...
[see the difference with prayer and without prayer...]
i was rushing like lightning den i ask my bro for help
thank God for a great Bro like Timmy!
Tim was really a great help!!!
putting in the papers and printing the titles for me...
choosing the nice formal fonts and being my 3rd and 4th hands...
hahaz...
glad after being a late octopus this morn...
the teacher liked my presentation, file and prototype...
thank God for giving me kinda like extra time to finish up the assignment...
overall i did well...
but i couldnt help it, but felt bad for Thomous...
after knowing him better...
week 16! i shall face u now!!
come what may! God is on my side!!
[lion face]
=)
-Lioness Trudz