FOP days and Today!

heyyy!!!
yea!
went for the 3 days for FOP...
it was a really a life changing experience!
it was real great...
was convicted up down left right inside out...
felt... different
yea, thats the word!
at the last night I was really touch by God...
He kept on telling me that He was there when things happens...
when things are finally out if my hands..
its in His Big Hands...
not to worry,, but in all things, prayer and suplication...
Trust Him... He knows whats happening, what to do...
He is in charge...
He is Good, His plans are hopeful...
I am His child... and shall not be tested beyond what i could handle
this reminds me of the stretching and loosing periods of everyone...
when u get higher... u get stretch more...
but dont worry, the peroid of loosing would be there soon
hang in there!
God knows what you are going through...
what was meant for evil, shall be use to glorify Him...
den yesterday... sth unexpected yet much talked abt happened...
someone stole my phone...
well... i felt bad for the person...
for vengence is not mine...
so hmmmmmm...
haiz... a bit sadden...
din see Sophia before she left for KFC...
i even cooked up the best story for her so that she could read it on the plane...
and not be bored on it...
wells... all done wad more to say?
its one of those incident when u see the whole picture all u could do was awww...
but both parties were fustrated...

today felt so free and crippled w/o my phone...
free: no one calling me to scold me when i am so in the mood to draw...
crippled: can call out or msg for help...
cheesified...
oh wells...
today was fun...
drew with pencils instead of marker...
but still cant believe that i took 1 hour to draw a sketchy thumnail...
ZZzzzZZZ!!!
today was fun but unproductive...
cant believe we actually stop drawing to go bowl and watch movie
it was fun and all...
but i just really wanna say sth...
maybe i'd say it in due time
i am not going to go into that certain commitment just because of peer pressure...
still fasting the 5 years fast... =)

anyways... gotta pay for having much fun just now...
not going to rest till i get my stuff done
yea...

haiz... i just felt that everybody have their own problems...
to co-live with one another... can everyone just be more understanding??
just that i am 17 doesnt mean i am living on a bed of roses...
-thorn-ed Trudz