stress

feel really stress now...
sometimes stress is given
sometimes stress is taken
stress can come stress can go...
the worse thing is when stress is given and stress is taken up by oneself together...
taken in the name of responsibility...
its like wad my dad say...
u want this u want that
in that way, what can u ever throw away?
when r u going to keep things until...
i still have this lame mentality that says grab on to this grab on to that...
finish this first, keep that first...
felt really stress by having that mentality...
i really want some rest
i want some silence...
i want peace...
i need God...thats all i need...

random tots... wat if i suddenly leave this world?
how would it be like in Heaven...
i would want to know more...
if i leave wad would i have to let go
Life its like rock climbing...
we always gotta let go and push
to go up...
if not we are always staying there with our hands full...
one day when we get tired
we let go...
SomeONE would catch us
and den we can rest...
really rest...
at least for some time...

really random...
was rushing draft boards today
Pris! Van!...
jia you wor!
stepped on Silas in sch today
Sorry Silas!
watched south parks today...
was really funny...
and Robert! dont get so horny easily!
hahas!
really random...