thinking through

since i last blog...
well... i had been quite tired and...
the things that i blog i have to be more careful...
the way things are going on in this world had been made smaller by internet...
heard from er jie that companies actually type ur name into the search engine to see what they can find... and ppl actually got fired due to careless blogging with verbal diarrea...
had been thinking of many many stuffs lately...
on one hand my course had been quite demanding...
on another hand i have things to plan...
on another hand i had some financial difficulty...
on another hand i have things at home...
and finally i have worries hogging at my heart...
yesterday i came upon this line:'the heaviest burden is to have nothing to carry'
wad can u say about it?
Les said he would totally disagree with it...
i tried finding ways to agree with it...
things like because we forgot our burden that's why it seems we have nothing to carry, but in actual fact that is having something to carry...
i was thinking wad about if the burden is a person... and when a person died, the burden is no longer there and yet it seems so heavy...
gosh... maybe i'm just sad now...
pardon me...
God i really need You now to pull me through the changes...
some things i have not really accept it yet...
why must so many of my friends take the early plane...
1st it was uncle fm my arents cell, then hanteck's mom, then Junie, then Bohan then now RouYang
God, bless them up there ya? =) i know you would.