grumble rumble to smile-ble

can i just grumble a while...
felt tired...
tml i have presentation...
yet i dont wanna sleep
so many things to do
so many things not done
i dont really fell like packing my stuffs...
cause if i do i would thinki have nth to do...
then i would not do it
in the end, i would rush at the last min cause i forgot abt it
gees!!!
hais...
me my oh me...
sounds intersting, but i dunno wads that...
hahahaz...
well, recently...
i had a conversation with a friend of mine...
we were talking abt some of thye dota stuffs...
i was going to preach abt Daniel...
about how he got a name from the king like sth abt the God of their time about baal.
den i wonder when u cast the spell on another person...
did the person get spell bound by you?
hais... den i wonder... should i say anything abt it...
i was going to den... we were going to pray for Minah...
so i was like... maybe next time ba... wanna go sleep...
feeling all the heatiness coming up my throat...
maybe i ate too much chocolate...
or is it after i talked to my bro...
felt happier...Tim is like the only person whom i can talk nromally with at home...

hey! i was going to grumble here...
oh wells... i din do much of it... hahaz!
cause my bro talked to me and much of the grumblly feel was gone!
hahaha!
*Happy girl*

why??

dunno why...
i just feel very *urgh!*
got many thing to do but i just feel *urgh!*
hais...

was shopping for my stuffs just now...
went into shoe shops...
either they dont have size 3 shoes or they dont have the type i want
felt i have Cinderella's feet...
aint fun at all!
so many nice shoes... but very little would fit mine...
oh wells...
wonder is there a shoe maker shop?
den i can have the design i want and the size would just so fit me...
haha! till then...
P.S. signing out!~

*updates*

hahaz...
yea yea... where was i the last time?
oh yea!
prezzies!

15. toy griffaf and cool keychain
16. jigsaw puzzles of me and my class besties...

i tot it would stop at 16...
cause 17 might be the missing someone...
=) still kinda misses her...

17. 2 in 1 gel crayons...

*ding dong!*
yea! Trudy rings the 17 bell! ahhahaha!
count dracula! the number of the day is 17!!!
just heard #18 is coming up... haha
Trudy is kinda thickskinned today...
lalalalala...

went to watch Pirates of the Carribean...
Johnny Depp is zhao ke ai...
ladies, he is married with kid... but not to me...
when everything is so tense... he comes in...
u cant help but smile... haahaa!
when i was on the train to Expo last Sunday...
i drew him in 10 mins... haha... was fun...
even though the cabin ppl was starring at me... *weird*
but... hey! we gotta get use to ppl stares... so that...
who knows... they would stare at my works =)
yea man!
that day would be coming!
whahahahahahahahahahaha!

now let me end of with a verse.....
its abt sth i need to find tune in...
my speech...
Let your speech always be known grace, seasoned with salt, that you may know how you ought to answer each one.
Colossians 4:6

my Testimony

i just wanna thank God for what had just happened!!!
my revelation from yeaterday...
Matt 6: 31- 34
"So don't worry about these things, saying,'What will we eat? What will we drink? What will we wear?' These things dominate the thoughts of unbelievers, but your heavenly Father already knows all your needs. Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, and He will give you everything you need. "So don't worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today's trouble is enough for today.

what just happened was that i had 2 assignments to do... one of it took me 4 hours plus plus to finish it... the other one i need it only in black and white. i know can be done but dunno how. and prayer mtg is gonna start at my place soon!
what happened was that i have a choice to make...
stay faithful to my Lord and go for prayer mtg or run away by stressing myself in my room to finish the Assignment...
i felt that i shouldnt do that cause recently i watch a show instead of going and do my Quiet time when God calls me... so i felt that i kinda dissapoint Him. and i dont want Him to be sadden by my choices again so i choose to go for prayer mtg, even i fear that it might leave me with lesser time to do my assinment...
after prayer mtg, my head became less painful and when i paint the pictures, i can do it more efficiently! praise the LORD!
and when i cant pass up on time, i told the ic, by God's grace he gave me more time and the chat with Beck and the ic give me the idea to finish my other assignment within 3minutes!
Praise the LORD!

ppl out there: Rmb to seek His Kingdom first and ALL shall be added into place!
=)

blessings updates

Erjie! i liked the Icecream! but i like the wine taste one...
u like the summer berries more right? haha!

prezzies updates
*. an ang plus on ang bao
11. an A4 size bag plus card
12. a beaded pouch
13. an ang bao
14. a white belt
15. [and more space for improvements]
hahaz... going to have lotsa belated prezzies
wheee~!
wonder wad would i get...
well well well...
cant wait for Tues celebration...
wonder who did they invited... hahaz...

i just felt really blessed by the Lord...
after some long months of endless stretching, pulling, crying, hearts breaking, loving, giving, losing, depressing...
finally i found a rest for a little while to catch my breath...
felt the stretching lossening a bit...
but i felt the Lord saying to me that...
i should not be too comfortable being comfortable...
another time of stretching would be coming soon!

anywaes, just wanna thank God for throwing in so much blessings...
spiritually, materially and emotionally...
got some new clothes that looks gd [not for my b'dae and usually those that ppl gave me,dont look that gd or it would be just ave, now this new stuff have Some quality =) ], many new stuffs... many bags for me to choose... and also many financial blessings... can u believe my kor kor gave me ang bao? *Shy!* and my mom suddenly came to me and said, 'here's is ur last yr christmas prezzie' *Shy!* and its really nice type of blink blinks... and everyone was being all so nice... and spiritually... i felt that i am really getting closer and moving on with God!
yea yeah...

now gotta rush my colour thoery... that module is getting harder and harder... barely allowed me to breath its weird using the com to draw... it just feel kinda fake... yet totally FUN!

F is for Friends who do stuffs togther
U is for U and me!
N is for Nitime and Niwhere at all! down here in the deep blue sea!

anywaes, its time for me to rise up to the occasion...
must grow up le...
i must learnt to be more apt in situations and presentations...

- 17 yr old P.S.
sha la... Ku ma is going to boil hai shen hai ma for me...
wont i be drinking my soup?
*shivers*

today i saw her blog...

Happy 17th Birthday!! *shy*

yeps!
today is my birthday!
i have so many things to type...
not sure where i should start...
well... lets see... i shall go with the time
since i am aging by the seconds...
haha!
this morning i woke up wondering would there be any lecture...
rumours that there isnt
but i just went ahead... just in case...
[just then it started!]
as i was walking, the poster i made kapt knocking on the mounting board...
in an interesting rythm!
like: Hap-py-Birrrrthhhh~- day
~ is a pause...
interesting? i was like... Lord u made the thoudsands...
and u remembered the day i was fearfully and wonderfully made?
that was real awesome!
as i go to the LT-L3
true enough! there is drawing lecture
[yep, a lecture that teaches u how to draw, cool?]
so i just sit in...
den it happened again!
my friends passed the prezzies to me...
shy dey...
[later i shall do an overview of my prezzies... =) ]
den got many many wishes...
*SHY!*
[so doesnt sound shy!]
den when we went to Design Fund class...
Pris oso came to wish me and gave me prezzie...
after that i got revelation from GOD as i try to pass up stuff to my teacher...
[revlation > gd stuffs, so i shall leave it at the back too]
den i ate lunch with Shan and Ling...
so fun!... though i reached late...
i wanted to go dutch...
den they paid for me...
*SHY!*
[so not sounding shy!]
lunch was fun... we ate assorted stuffs...
[like the dinner i had with Er Jie, when my kor kor not with me, i dont know wads the nice stuffs...]
i kinda mentally calculated...
at least $20 over...
well, they dont let me see the bill and the change either...
*SHY!*
[dont sound shy...]
den i went shopping with them in J8...
was interesting! know more about them...
we looked for Shoes and formal wear...
long skirt made me look nerdy...
*gees*
den i went home to prepare cg...
and i met Sis Michelle!
:O
shocking! really, many of our church members work there!
den as i prepare the songs sheets...
my revelation got build up
=)
at cg: many shen shen mi mi stuff going on...
i needed to go aside and laugh...
=P
den when we were going to celebrate...
the lights went off and... hahahaha N233ers know about it...
hahaha!
den they were like: "Erm... Trudy, ur hse lights very fun to play"
yea i know... every1 gets amuse by it =) [haha]
den my cg celebrated it...
i the XXL card... really encourage me to trust and allow GOD to move more mightily in my life... and made me wanna serve Him even even more!
i felt that my birthday was usually at the moulding period...
interesting!
and i wanna see the cg grow even more! and multiply! and mould and multiply!
yeah! den i would have Christ and many friends in Heaven!
love ya N233ers!
here's to thank EVEYONE for staying with my irritatingness for the pass 17 days when i count down... esp the last counting down day!
hahahaha! 0608[my class] would know real well

Thanks Everyone!

now for prezzies:
1.lapt9op
2.belt & necklace
3.arrings & earplucks
4.Long vertical bag
5.long horizontal bag, dinner & dessert
6.BIG bag & swan shaped fm can
7.soft toy & bracelet
8.vertical photoframe
9.horizontal photoframe
10.lunch & belated
11.[havent received belated... haha!]
i was thinking... if i expand it out... i would be counting 15 prezzies...

but den i shall leave rooms for improvements...
hahahaha!
*gees!*

okays my revelation: cg sermon
i know i was like :O too
when the going gets tough, the tough gets going
Gal 6: 9
Dont not be weary in doing good
for in due season we shall reap if we do not lose heart...
ask and it shall be given, seek and u shall find, knock and the door shall be open to u...
always pray...
God might not come immediately...
He might not say Yes immediately...
He might let u wait or go through some trails first...
in the end He still come through for u!
on time, not too early[to not spoonfeed]not too late[to not leave to u die]
when u feel like giving up, thats the time when u gotta hold on real tight...
after the last wave things would get better...
after this life the Life Everlasting would be fuller and funner!


-17 yr old P.S.
and i should be growing up... NOW!

17 yr Trudy

yea yea yeah~
posting as an young adult...
b4 i went to slp...
after 12am...
my dad was to first to wish me...
hehehehehehhehehehehe
den my mom gave me my last year christmas prezzie...
loll!
sha la... shy dey...
so many prezzies!!!
loll! feels cool to be 17!
=D
-17 years old Trudy [currently in school]

last post as a 16 year old

still going school for lecture tml....
rumors says dun have..
went out with Erjie...
wad totally fun
we ate sth...
i meant i ate sth we nv order cause i tot it was fried salad...
but it fried soft crabb
hhahahaaa...
weird feeling of eating crab's 4 legs together...
think i would get crappy until i digest it...
hahhahahaha
got another bag fm er jie and YL kor kor...
and today b4 i meet Erjie...
TannuWejiayaSuminahVeronicaGuoYiNa gave me another bag...
hahahhahahaa....
wonder would i get prezzies tml too...
heehee...
sleep soon....
tata
-16 year old TrudyGuo

Getting Stronger

Yup...
getting stronger each day...
Beck, Julius... i aint getting thinner
same weight still...
the Glory of my Lord have not left me in this trial time
=)

glad that things are moving on...
so as to not be mao dun...
i shall still celebrate my b'dae this year...
okays... 4 more days...
if u havent buy my prezzie...
u can always come with me to cg mtg or service...
that would be a great b'dae prezzie!!
[priceless sia no need to buy bag or shoes or easel for me just spend time with me in Expo or Biahsn would do=)]
cg mtg at my hse somemore...
=)

today i went to visit Jasmine and Johnathan with my Korh korh...
saw some letters that she didnt give him...
shall not say much abt that...
but 1 of it was like my latest style of writing letter...
haha... wadda ya say?
great minds think alike...
hais...

Dear Lord, i believe that there is nth that You cant handle...
when i am out u r in...
when i am weak, you would be made strong
Lord do ur stuff...
u are never late...
never too early...
alwys at the right moment...
so Lord, i leave u in charge of all...

DAY AFTER DAY I KNOW YOU'RE TALKING TO ME YOUR WORD SPEAKS LOUDER THAN THIS WORLD AND WHEN I PRAY YOUR SPIRIT OVERWHELMS ME REVEALS THE THINGS THAT I MUST KNOW SHOW ME HOW TO LIVE TEACH ME HOW TO PRAY LET ALL I THINK AND SAY PLEASE YOU LORD SHOW ME HOW TO LIVE TEACH ME IN YOUR WAYS SO I CAN WALK WITH YOU ALL MY DAYS YOUR WORD SPEAKS LOUDER THAN THIS YOUR WORD SPEAKS LOUDER THAN THIS YOUR WORD SPEAKS LOUDER THAN THIS WORLD (REPEAT) YOUR WORD SPEAKS LOUDER THAN THIS YOUR WORD SPEAKS LOUDER THAN THIS YOUR WORD SPEAKS LOUDER THAN THIS WORLD (REPEAT)

*touched*

Hurts

Lord why? one after another...
it really hurts...
i cant cry anymore...
no more tears left...
Lord it hurts...

Dear Junie....

cant believe it happened so fast
in just a snap and she was gone...
still i cant stand on God's words that there is a time and season for everything...
even though things seems to happen accidentally...
we still got to believe that it all have a purpose...
by God's Grace we pull through this wake and all...
4th aunty got better, 4th uncle got brighter...
in the bus we were talking abt Heaven...
then i told him abt wad Beck told me of her archery course...
then his reply was...
'i wonder is there a university in heaven?'
yup...
~Heaven is a wonderful place,
filled with glory and grace.
we wanna see our Saviour's face...
Heaven is a wonderful place...~
btw, ^ was a song... =)
Johnathan and Jasmine is getting stronger and closer...
although now we are moving on with life...
everything is trying to get back to normal...
thing may be doing well...
but it'd never be the same again...
i miss her softness, funniness, prettiness, gentleness, clamness, smartness, sensitivity, laughters, rashes, craziness, lovliness, etc etc...
getting that nausea feeling again... i know i have this b4, but i just never it so strong b4...
she was with me when i try to move on from kindergarden to primary school...
we shares secrets...
going everywhere together...
chatting on the phone for hours...
getting the same stuff to wear everytime we meet...
going overseas together...
*nausea-flated*
now my other half went Heaven...
waiting for me to go there later...
How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God!
1John3: 1
friends would truly be friend forever when the Lord is the Lord of them...
move on Trudz! [rebuke me now! push me! urh! i am like so past tense!]
everyone's slping... feeling that too...
but dont wanna...
felt so mao dun...
alright!~
moving on...

+6 more days but i dont even feeling like celebrating it...
the hope of 17 prezzies just dissappear...
feel like just forgetting it this year...
i miss ya super lots!*muack* have fun in heaven!