change; changes; changing

was thinking about changes
how things change, people transformed
situations genrated movement, flow and all
but some things still doesnt change...

lately i had many changes in my life
that keeps me going a lot!
=)
my first week in sch was reallly fun!
its like learning more than drawings and color*
*[notice i didnt add a 'u'? =) xhtml lang]
learning how to do authoring, designing web, learning a new language[french], knowing many new lecturers and all
POS - Parade of schools, its a cheerleading competiton
knowing many nice new ppl ard in SIDM...
many animes to watch...
wells, there more things to come...

anyway, i felt it is really importance for changes to take places because
the most deadly seed i felt anyone planting in me was the seed of not moving or i should say, moving backwards
i felt whenever i let my guard down, like when i am tired
i really felt like someone
my old self, some one who would be over hyper, over loud, rough, insensitive, and oversensitive at times and dont feel like moving
when i was moving, i felt getting out of my comfort zone easily
but when i lack the energy, i felt powerless and stuck in laziness...
i need to go
need to move on!
need to get going
God i need U! I need Ur help...
SOS!

recently i saw Junie's case back on the papers...
was kinda sad and felt helpless in doing something for her since she's gone already and all
but i know i must move on...
i tried to, but it really still takes time
i really dunno what to do
i really dunno
all i can now is pray
cant even go for a court case
cause the chances are 50: 50
helpless
i hate that feeling
felt weak
gosh i sounded emo

Its a PeiWen Day!!!

Happy Birthday to YOU!
Happy Birthday to YOU!
Happy Birthday to Peiwen![WENZIKA!]
Happy Birthday to YOU~~~!

Happy 18th BIRTHDAY Wens!

wenzi!
i am so enclosed in my school now...
i called you but didnt get you
i failed as ur best budd this year sia...
boohoo... lets meet u soon after ur SYF to have a belated celebration okay??
and stay cool man!
cheers!

FYI

*FYI - for your information*
wells, i really missed being with all the OGLs...
after being with them for so long...
staying overnight with them in the chalet
seeing them in full colour...
letting them know wad a log i became when i sleep...
and having them encouraging me as i learnt how to make a turn in a bicycle...
really looking forward to meeting up with them again...

talking about being excited abt certain things,
i am also really excited to meet W433 ppl!
they were all very nice ppl
easy to be with, nice to go along with
didnt have this feeling in the cg for a long time...
time to be more On Form!
so gald that God gave me sisters like Siying and Delphine to talk to...
really glad
well, school is gonna start soon!
no more slacking and watching longs hours of FMA...
hahas... Daryl and Jean, i think i might need some time to return the disc back to you guys!
haha...
well, alrights...
need to go...
tata!

Princesses

i was just wondering...
how hard being a princess might be
examples:
Cinderella - she has small feet, that might made her quite clumsy and she might fall while bringing the wet clothes to hang dry. if she fall she have to re-wash, that's y it seems like her sisters are tormenting her.
Ariel[Little Mermaid] - a sudden lost of voice. exchanging the voice for a pair of legs. what if ur forte is talking and not walking? hmmm...
Belle[Beauty and the beast] - having the courage to change and be diff, having insight to look at others' heart rather than their outlook. knowing that teaching love and loving a person who have a beast outlook is easier than doing that to a person who is a beast inwardly.
Snow white - have to know Qigong. so that if being poison, can stopped the poison at the mouth before fainting

actually i just wanna crap
haha =D

Sugoi!

haha... okays i admit i havd been lazy after SP2
havent been really updating but cutting abd pasting a whole lot...
heehee
well many great things have been happening
let see i shall start with a fantastic work i have at Nicholas Goh and Associates, Prudential
it pays quite well but i cant disclose how much i'm earning
and i really get a know a great gal called Jean
she's really very nice... but her style like mine... late-ness
haha
we work together, cause she intro me the job
but half way through i cant go cause i need to go OGL camp
super fun!
haha i know i know...
super fun cant finish describing what we went through together
it like Bobo being called 'Cannot touch'
Cher-shen[till now i dunno how to spell his name :P] is our foreign labour...
haha... okay la, foreign talent
den Guo dong the Jelly
den we went through Physically and Mentally Challenging task...
and against all odds... we survuve!
hahahahaha!
we din really screw up the orientation thanks to all... ppl like
our Oic, Yanming and Mingfang
Daryl, my Aic, Clarence and Xuan hong, my Grand finale ppl, who together with me pulled through the last day of the freshies orientation... not forgetting the many ppl behind the scenes.
Bobo[cha-cha] our IT man,Jismil our Sound lady, Cher-shen the Logistic guy[SKW], Guo Dong, the runner who ran 18 times up and down the stairs to bring the groups down, cynthia who use her arm to show the way around for the directors
haha... fun sia... love love love the orientation, some good things must come to an end... =)
anyway... the funny part was that, i was happily serving in Children church on sat
suddenly a sound girl came to me...
she: r u from NYP?
me: yup... u r...?
she: i am from group ** DMD

den today also... should have ask them to come POS =)
but it slipped my mind... oh wells, when see them again would tell them!
=)
need rest now... NITES!
and HAPPY EASTER DAY!