Its a TUITION DAY! + sth interesting

hahaz... yup yup!
that's wad I call my saturdays...
cause of obvious reasons...
I have tuition the whole day...
its quite fun actually...
I kinda like tuition...
cuz tuition is fun![I am not mad]
esp when Mrs Ong is in a good mood!
den she will tend to feed all her students...
today I had some Oreo...
its the 2 falvoured...
then at Chemistry lesson... my friend brought out her biscuits cause I said i was hungry...
hahahaz... nice chocolate biscuits...
today...
I am not sure y... i feel wu jing da cai...nth much can make me excited...
or ji tong...hmmm...
sth is wrong and I'm not sure wad...
as if i feel opressed or wad...
after this I'll be continuing w/ my chinese...
its on the 30th May!!!
okies... abt the sth interesting...
u noe the show called 'yuan lai jui shi ni'?
I saw the hosts at J8... thats y it was so crowded...
so much commotion... then when I walked pass...
I saw Kim in one of the shops...
then she saw me and smiled at me too..
think she feels tired too...
running ard in that weird clothing trying to pair up singles... haha...
okies...
I am getting crappybetta not continue b4 I say sth bad again...

God is awesome!

wow! last week was a boom for me!
with Rev Phil i need yo start a new book...
litereally...
that time he was praying for Pst Sun...
its not to open a new chapter... its a new book...
so this week i will be using a new sermon book too...
cuz... I have finished it last week!
haha...
prophetic guy... PTL...
I dunno y...
last week was really hard for me
to get permition fm my parents to go anywhere
den i get breakthrough and breakthrough and breakthrough
Praise the Lord!!!
i tell u...
its worth every sec and every tears...
i got layed hands by him...
he was really a anoited guy!!
when he touched me... i fell down...
slay by the Holy Spirit...
and i can feel this great sensation
of electrification on my right hand...
hahaz... i tell there is a great move of god when he come...
I can hardly wait for the time when he comes back at August..
he is funny and serious at the scv and conference...

i catually cant go for thr 1st and last scv...
i prayed and fasted...
well... the lord came through for me
PTL!!!
hahaz... everytime i go to church...
the Lord will prepare for me sth good
its cool
I Love my Almighty God...
Greater is He who is in me than he who is in the world...
and i realised sth...
i noe y Pst Kong wanna prepare us for the live recording...
cuz he want all the songs that we sang
when they are recording to be fill with H.S.
like the C.C.C.'s 'no longer I'
and planet shakers' 'always and forever'
wow...
and now i understand wad i meant to be
more in love with the H.S. each day...
Hallelujah!

vex with an "ed" cuz that's the past

well today was quite a confusing day for me
glad that i could get help and comfort in time of trouble...
thanks Delphine for the encouragement...
it kinda left me in tears... i was touched...
after talking to Bro Jo too...
dunno y... if i'm kinda down...
after talking to him i will confirm cry...
it will be like a soft sob thingi...
okies... glad that many things are settled...
Praise the Lord!!
thanks Yaofeng for helping to take over my duty on weds...
i cant possiblely go for the help out on wed's cfn...
cuz... my dad... and i think it started with my mom
all this objection...
i tot i was getting more and more permit fm my parents each day...
but it falls backwards... it seems...
i think it all started with my mom was because...
she gotta deal many a times with my dad when i am out...
he would be the one that is vex...
bout wad u may ask...
about my studies...
i must say...
my studies in the upper sec wasnt really good...
as I'm not a genius like Timmy...
so now i gonna study... study for my geog and Emaths...
thats tml paper...
my dad will be home anytime...
I dun feel well...
but I believe that my Lord Jesus will help me
by pulling me through...
A big Thanks to my Lord Jesus...

Breakthrough n Enlightenment n...

well... okies i shall start with the goodies first..
i have a breakthrough in my quitetime
and i wanna keep it up...
it was when i was
worshipping him... praising him...
i wanna go straight into prayer and like kinda finish it...
den i felt the Helper telling me...
dun stop... just continue to praise Him...
so I did... i went on and on and...
it IS good praising the Lord!
it almost double my usual quiet time...
It was just like wad Alice had phophesize about...

and i have found out another thing...
Life is always very interesting for Christians...
there would be lotsa ups and downs...
not everything is smooth sailing...
Pst Kong said sth like this...
if u r having a bed of roses life...
it can means either one of 2 things.
1. u are u close to the ruler of this world
that he dun care to tempt or disturb u
as u r of no threat to him
or
2. u are so unteachable that God
have given up hopes on u
like king David with Adonijah

in the Christian walk...
you have to and must be...
Hardworking...
many people are 'afraid' of that word...
y? I am not sure y either...
eventhough I was one of those...
maybe scare to be tired out?
wanna keep the energy?
well if God is our Provider
He will energise us to do His will
we will run and not be waery
walk and not grow faint...
and hardwork will not kill us... but!
laziness will!!
so yup...
i dunno how but i gonna start
fm scratch and study...

well...today's post is longer than usual....
cause i wanna touch on sth sensitive
that hurt me just now...
it was after the maths test...
i think i was alright...
not really challenging...
but last time I was really proud
and insensitive...
den i will go to the face of my friends...
thinking I could share the joy...
so I said...
"do u think i will get full marks or full marks...?"
well guess what?!?
today i din said that i try not to say much bout it...
at first i ask Suling how was it...
she say was easy... ppl round me oso say that...
okies... nvm so i think i should
hear wad PW and Shue say b4 I tell them wad I think
they said they are going to fail and everything...
[but they say that everytime!]
so i nvm say much... i said v. little stuff...
den Shue kept on being in a daze...
so i ask... wads wrong
she goes... y leh?
so i said she dun look so happy
din think abt the paper...
so she went... I'm goin to failed the paper!
do u think i would go
heehee yea I am gonna fail the paper?
I went ouch on the inside...
den after that it was social-studies...
i am always not very good at it...
and I think i chose the wrong Qs...
so i went oh no all the way...
in a daze...
den Shue went hey Trudz! y r u giving that face?
den she said wad she said again...
I went ouch and i crumbled away...
too hurt to say anything...
i wanted to know y she is sad den she brush me off...
den when I am sad she goes scasticly and bitch me in the face...
well... i dunno what to say le...
too hurt right now... wanna go find my Creator...

nervous

hahaz...mid-year is here...
well still blogging...
hoping that it would help my English language
hahaz... well well...
just now b4 my ministry i was really nervous...
y? well sis Daphne told me to play for the praise and worship for play group
cuz last week i saw that there isnt any guitarist...
so I zi dong tell her that i noe how to play...
the Childrenchurch songs are very easy de...
usually... except the song"Jesus loves me"
it took me quite a long time to learnt to play that song...
and i cut my nails too... you might never see it this short again...
because it had alot of F chords...
however mush i change it... there will still be F chords...
well when I walk past Sijia and Tim1 to the room I was zhao ji nervous!!!
but all was okies except at the last part...
when they repeat the last line...
the part where I dun feel so confident about...

hahaz... okies and the service today?
its was !!!!!!!!!!!!!!Wow-zas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
great!!!! I love it everything they preach like this...
always use the word of God and pierce my heart...
making me change to someone that the Lord would like more
hahaz... the Presence of God was there!
in the service... I realised more of why the Lord give diverse gift...
made ppl with different charactors...
if everyone is the same...
who will help to strengthen the part we are weak at?
yup yup... and as Pastor kong was preaching...
my goosebumps was tipping-toes
hahaz... now i really really look foreward to more of discipleship...
... do you think my parents will let me go for POS next week?
hope so...