gosh~

wad a day... and its still is the morning!
why?
i forgot/didnt know there's no lectureS, forgot to bring my EZlink card... ZZZzzz!
how i whish i coculd go home lie on the couch and start to watch manymanymanymany tv shows again...
hais... life as a student desginer is so really diff...
i was telling mom last night...
mummy, its so tiring being a designer at times...
she told me, when u r married u no need to work los!
i when -.- [gosh~]
hahahas... my mom's humour... hahas!
i hadnt been watching Tuesdays and Thursdays chows due to work... last time...
den after i quit my job[cause bz with sch...]
i got a lot of D-lines to rush so no shows for me yet...
so THIS IS THE WEEK!
no lectures in the morn, got shows to watch on tuesday...
and after learning so much abt films...
watching TV is never the same again...
i know wads gonna happen next when others dunno...
hahas... den i would think[sub-conciously]
what angle is that, is that CU or MS? and stuffs like that...
and why is it that angle? is the person gonna die in this show?[etcetc...]

oh and EJ brought me to the other~ swensens on Monday...
Hazel was there too [but didnt see her shadow, and she didnt see mine either... {laugh}]
we were eating bake rice and it was like size of 4 meals to me...
we gt left overs... den didnt feel like eating the brownie ice-cream :p
when shopping after that to buy some clothes... Ej needs to go wedding! :D [now the whole world knows it! hahas]
den it seems to be a bit high end so... we r going to shop again next mon... :D
okay okays... should be doing my typo...
dunno y latey i cant stand nagging... usually i could... maybe too stress... gosh... bad excuse...
kids, learn anything from me but this...
hahas kays... tatas~

Noah's Ark Had No Rudder

an email from teacher Lisa...
=)
and i found the meaning of rudder just in case ppl dunno wads that...
heehee
Rudder:
n 1: a hinged vertical airfoil mounted at the tail of an aircraft and used to make horizontal course changes 2: (nautical) steering mechanism consisting of a hinged vertical plate mounted at the stern of a vessel
WordNet ® 2.0, © 2003 Princeton University

"By faith Noah, being warned by God about things
Not yet seen, in reverence prepared an ark for the salvation
Of his household-and became an heir of the
Righteousness which is according to faith"
Hebrews 11:7

Did you ever notice that in Genesis when God is giving Noah the instructions on how to build the ark,

He never told him about the rudder? Every great ship that I have ever known has had a rudder. Every

ship I have been on I hope, by faith, has a rudder and it is in working order.

Why did God not put a rudder on the ark? Can you imagine Noah saying umm, God, I have a question.

Do you think we can put a rudder on this thing? Instead Noah answered in faith and said yes God; I will

do as you command. I will get out of my comfort zone, I will do what you have asked me to do and I will

do your will.

The reason that Noah did not ask for the rudder is because he knew that no matter what was going on

around them that God was going to steer the boat to safety and that God was in charge. All Noah and his

family had to do was be faithful to the calling God put on Noah and wait.

Is God calling you on to do something that takes a great deal of courage and takes you out of your comfort

zone? I can assure you that Noah's comfort zone was not on the ark with hundreds of animals who smelled

like a really bad day at the zoo. Noah stepped out anyway, and thanks to him, we are all here today.

I challenge you to step out and do that which God is calling you to do. I mean, it is not like he is calling you

to build an ark or anything. God is in charge and as such God will provide.

What an awesome thing to grasp!

"I know the LORD is always with me.
I will not be shaken, for He is right beside me."
Psalms 16:8

Theology 101

just now was with a friend...
and a friend of a friend...
and we come across this question...

do u believe that u would become materially rich and successful when u believe in Jesus Christ?
well i do!
can i ask some questions too?
who are u glorifying when u are living poorly, lacking in everything?
God or the devil?
how can u be the salt and light of the world if u r not able to help urself?
do u mean when i am prospering in all things i am a sinnest of the sinners?
is Abramham a big time sinner just because my Great God bless him and allow him to become the richest guy in his time??
hey! the word of God says seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well!
and if God wanna bless me, i dont mind!
my God is a smart God!
if i cant be a good steward in tending my wadeva i have,
do u think God would give me more to take care of?
no!
so guys, the moral of this post?
read the Bible carefully...
renew your mind daily!
and be a good steward of God! =)

after thoughts

ppl had their shar of aftermaths
i had mine after thoughts... hahas
guess everything aint the same without her...
last time i kept having this thinking...
everythings would surely turned out alright after this bad thing or after that bad thing...
but it seems to leave stains and scars...
and if anyone is reading this blogpost...
i dont believe u would have not cried before
this world is so brokendown...
when u r tooooopen, u would really get hurt very easily...
things was so different...
well i guess things change with seasons...
maturity have to take its place...
and i love God for one big thing...
anything and anyone can fail or forsake us...
BUT God wouldn't...
For i am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in creation, will be able to seperate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord - Romance 8: 38-39
not-eva-the-same-Trudz

tired

so cheesified...
so many things going on at once
this week was a terror to me...
the last 3 nights i slept about 13 hours
its not rushing for Thursday and Friday or Thursday or Friday only
i was rushing eva since Tuesday...
felt like an owl...
my night has became day...
and day is still day...
felt like i can be a chao robot...
felt super tired now...
need God...
need rest...

'Come to Me all you heavy burden...'

studying-hands-on

i realised sth ver interesting in a conversation with my mom
usually parents would go:
you mei you du shu?
or
du wan le mei you?
den i told my mom...
mummy, bu shi du wan le mei you, shi, zhuo wan le mei you...
hahas... find that intersting today...
other than that, i had been a really good girl packing my room and doing my h/w
*awww*
[so cheesified!]
well gotta go and finish up my work now...
tatas!
=)

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yep its unusual for me to have an untitled blog post today...
its causeiam trying to multitask...
scanning in stuffs for my portfolio and blogging...
furthermore, i have lotsa things to share...
in one day many thing changes...
a wise man once said your attitude determines ur altitude...

First thought: Names
usually in Asians family, names are very important...
esp for the later generations who are calling the elder generation
wad we would say in chinese would be,
xiao pei qiao zhang pei
so even if u call a person more elder than u,
yet of the same age or younger an aunt/uncle[or whateva their 'rank' is] instead of by their name...
so at a young age we would be trained to do so...
when i went china to see my relatives
they would not call my by my name but call me aunty
i was like, its okays, but they insisted...
thats how discipline they are, [COMMENDABLE!]
so when we have to call cgl Bro/Sis-so-and-so
it was easy, but when we have to kick that habit, it takes time, but can
=)

Second thought: Calls
i always like calls from Del, Joyce, Joseph, Sijia...
cause after talking to them, i always feel things are gonna change
or somethings are gonna be happening
or inspired in many ways... [you will know wad i meant when u talked to highly influencial people like them =) ]
so to u guys, thanks for being a great Bro and Sis to me
=)

Third thought: Clear and Rebuild
my parents shared with me some of their cg notes...
it is a series on 'God in your work'
it started on clearing your rubbles
there is many things i need to clear, physically, starring: my room
aka my workplace...
then my 'mountains'[as daddy said] moved from my room to ard the house... [ohh nooo~]
next, its planning and organise
before you build a house, you would...?
count the cost!
careful planning is essential!
poor planning is disasterious!
lastly, [i changed a bit of the last part]have the Spirit of Excellence
a skilled man would be used to serve before kings and not obscure men...

and i found a Niki's relative poem
entitled: DO IT ANYWAY

people are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered;
forgive them anyway.

if people are kind,
people may accuse you of selfish, ulti-erior motives;
be kind anyway.

if you are are honest and frank,
people may cheat you;
be honest and frank anyway.

what you spend years building,
people may destory it overnight;
build anyway.

if you find serenity and happiness,
they may be jealous;
be happy anyway.

the good you do today,
people would forget tomorrow;
do good anyway.

you see, in the final analysis,
it is between you and God;
it never between you and them anyway.

[i felt it should be called: ANYWAY.]