Big Girl

yeah! i'm going to stay overnight in school!
i felt kinda excited yet taken aback!
cant believe my mom could talk my dad into allowing me to be an owl in school just to finish my animation clip!
wow!
thanks mom!
it kinda made my day!
okays... gonna continue my portfolio and studio project stuffs!
=)
aiyah!
stop saying that i act tough!
gosh!
u want me to be independant
den i have to be tough ya?
as the going get tough, the tough gets going!
isnt it?!?
so one ought to be tough! aint it?!
gosh!
i hate it when people seems double minded to me
argh!
so confusing...
further more you had shown me from time to time i couldnt depend on you
u betray me by listening to others rather than me
yikes!
so STOP IT!
*grrroowwwl*

bitter-sweet

CNY Day1, we went Po-po's hse
occassionally i'd repeat what i had said just to make conversation with her...
cause she seems to be quite quiet sitting there ya know?
my cgl had taught me well, to love the people who seems to be ignored...
so thats y i was kinda with her half the time...
well den, the next day she went out with Thomas jiu jiu..
she said, nobody talked to me... except a girl...
then Karen said was me...
i laughed!
small things to you may have big impact on others...
wow!
however, today..
she kept saying who's this?
why is she following us?[pointing at me] gosh.. thats saddening!
den it angers my dad... making him dont talk to her for a while...
he said, sometimes things we tell her she doesnt want to listen...
but sometimes she would...
and if she doesnt wanna listen cause of mind set, so be it!
[the car ride was quite quiet...]
so till the car ride was over, everything went back to normal!
=)
awww... my parents Sayang me... heeheehee...
den after that Po-po changed subject...

talking abt Sayang!
it was nicely said when i had a talk with my cousin, Jasmine[not the small one, the big one! =) ]...
we were watching this taiwan chinese 7pm show[cant rmb the name]
there was this scene where the 'boy'[its actually a girl in disguise!] was being abit over...
den i was like asking Jasmine,
wont Quan scold her out of anger or anything like that?
[i like her answer!]
wont la, he so Sayang her...
awwww... so sweet yea?
its really sweet to actually hear someone of being so Sayang!
SUPER!
yikes! enough of mushy stuffs!... now that's not for me till i finish my vow...
[first time saying it so openingly for me]
okays... i should be starting on my animation now... gosh!
have been so laid-back!
time to pull up thy socks!
hahas... medieval language... love it!

HCNY - Happy Chinese New Year

well well well!
if its isnt the new year!
yeah! cant wait for more ang baos! hahas...
not bad... no loud quarrels so far...
lets hoped it will keep it this way...
well... went Shelia's hse... ate her cooking...
not bad!
ate spaghetti... and the sauce was made by Shelia herself!
woah!
superb!
plus the italian cheese!
marvellous!
it was like... fantastic!!!!!
haha! yeah!
den we went ku-ku's hse...
more zheng pan would be Xiao-ku-ku's hse... hahas...
yup... and kinda skipped San Ku hse this year...
awww... the tradition was broken!
cause every year all the elders would go there to sing till their heart's content!
hahahs... it was put in a much more refined manner...
and i liked this year CNY...
had been trying out new styles of clothings...
not bad... but today's one...
though finally i could have a good hair day today[after a nasty hair cut]...
someONE says the skirt doesnt suit me... :(
gonna try wearing it out with my cg... wanna see their opinion...
kor! y u tell er jie to send you my 'tu-tu' pic?
hemp! u mean! :(
erjie median... den i mode... =)
hahaha!that joke is still here with me! gosh...
really had a fun time today!
=)
too all...
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!





However... things were quite different this year...
though no one said it...
it is really different...
my married cousin have raised their kids well...
when we rang the door bell...
they ran to the door, looked at my uncle and me and go...
UNCLE! AUNTY!
yep! many new lifes have joined us...
a life was lost last year...
and one overseas studying...
gosh... the feeling for CNY is soo diff...
i missed being a kid... when everything would be so fun and...
the ppl closest to me would be here...
gosh...
reminiscence...

someone stepped on my tail

hais was really happy till just now...
all the files problm comes up
like its my problem?!?
that i took the initiative to scan till late night and have not bath till 1am>?!?
that after that i feel really tired and cant have enpugh sleep and u didnt received the mail...
like its my problem that i dont know ur password or sth to check and that i actually trust hotmail so much to send that mail?!?
gosh cause of that
whatever she said my dad listen rather then listening to me!
i hate it when ppl who r supposed to be closer to to do that!
i have that kinda betrayed feeling
felt so let down
really!
if u dont know the prob
keep ur stand!
i know ur good intension!
thanks
gosh
wadever...

what to DO?

this is what i am supposed to do:
do a layout / Keyframes of my animation in full size
do as much in betweens as possible
howeveer this has been what i have been doing! [felt so guilty!]:
watching TV,
resting... a lot...
playing the guit and piano
and hey i helpped a lot in the packing and preparation of CNY
cause usually Chu Xi my relatives would come my hse
=)
but i really felt so slack that i havent been doing my project!
argh!
i have now 5 full days to finish my animation!
not sure where i should start!
had been so dependen on my teachers for their comments and all
now its all up to me...
the feeling is kinda scary
God help me!
alrights... This is my resolute!
rest well for now if possible finish layout by 20th Feb...
gosh! still feel so wrong being celebration now...
feel like couping up myself in the room with a light box...
alrights... gtg now...
much-to-think-about

A-New

yea! i just cut and have treatment for my hair!
yeah! i had been cutting my fringes cause i couldnt stand it...[so i sat down... haha]
so i went Turning Point to get my Beautician to mend the hair i snip away wrongly...
so i have a really short fringe now... boohoo... pls come to me and say
"You have a nice hair!"
my fringe was usually longer than my nose!
oh wells... have to get use to this hsir style now...
=)
so happy... so many things are going to change!
its like knowing the rain is ending!
my Studio Project is starting and i have lost the fear that i had for it initially...
i know that as i really honor God, All things... means all things would be added into place
yea! and this is my story line... named:
The Waggles
ricesack enters
waves at the audience
a rock dropped down on the see-saw
startled the ricesack
ricesack when forward to poke it
ricesack look at himself comparing himself with the rock
'kak-king'
aniticipating a jump
[hang time a jump; high up squash]
fell on the seesaw
the rock flew up...
... and down
this impact made the rice sack flew back
allowing him to catch hold of the swing
wanted to swing front but ended up swinging away
rock turn and wave bye to the ricesack and turn to the audience and wave
cool?
gonna have a fun time animating!
cher say the main point must be the fine lines...
now maybe gonna do some packaging!

Valentine cum Friendship day!

and our usual style...
Wenz! Shue! wanna go out tml? or have u too been attached? :p
Vanessa! Lydia! r we eating dinner tml?
hmmm... wonder how to bake that cookie again...
=)

who wants Valentine gift?
=)

alone¿

well Timmy just flew off not long and is having fun there!
now the hse is REALLY quiet at night...
nobody to talk to... nobody talking on the phone...
the hse feels dead... everyone sleeping but me...
Loathe that kinda feeling...
not fun staying up alone to do home work le...
cause no one to pei me...
or cook for me :P
KOR! must come back at Dec to cook with Minah ya? haha!

Tim! your beloved sis is sacrificing her sleep to help u scan sia...
must appreciate!
:D and it either the scanner is slow or my com is laggy

wells these few days i hadent been blogging was cause i had really a lot of work to do...
when i meant a lot... and i MEANT A LOT!
making me sleep at 3am, 4am,5am[occassionally]
den if i use the sch facilities... i would reach home by abt 10pm
hais... Life of a designer... sometimes it can be really tiring... yet fulfilling...
and all the Designers in the world says: AMEN!
hahahhaa!

had a REALLY FUN time playing with Maya!
was re-modelling for my Charactor's hair...
Modelling my Environment...
okays it goes like this...
my Charactor is a Princess-Lego-look-alike
so the environment gives a Medival Castle feeling...
yet all of its a bit barbie doll and mordenised...
cause of the colors and materials i use for modelling...
=)
my animation for it so far was her anticipating a jump
den it jumps really high[exagration style =) ]
den onto a carriage with a recovery end...
the carriage would then take her around the Castle grounds...
yup havent do the part where she jumps down the carriage[Matrix style]
den go to a nice room and dance...
after that playblast it and i would be DONE!!!
=)
wanna thank GOD that before the Maya keeps crashing i was able to save it... cause i felt a promting to save it... after that Maya closes on its own! Thank God!
and now i wont delete by type>History till i am sure i should...
if not it would end up like my Model's Billion-Vectors-Infected-Hair...
[shivers at the thought of it... cause it looked grossed]
dark-eye-Trudy