Silence

Well, today had been a pretty Silent Day for me...
i didnt talk...
and that makes me wanna learn some sign language
cause whenever i wanna put a message across, i must write or the ppl must guess...
or i gotta somehow whisper
man! its like playing charade with everyone!
its pretty fun to a certain extend...
[haha... social studies]
well, one thing i have learnt
how to allow the deafening silence to reign
silence can actually be loud...
in a way, 'cause of the things that happened,
i am glad i couldnt talked today...

i so wanted to fill in the silence at many times of the day
but all i could do is listen to the silence
i could hear what i wanted to say but didnt
all i could just hear was silence
other times i hear others and their diff view...
oh, i so miss my voice
man! that sound so narcistic~!
but i missed talking, singing and laughing out...
silent wave to say good night!

YeeKiat's Birthday!

today is Yee Kiat's 22nd Birthday!!
HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY Yee Kiat!!!
Hope u have a great celebration!! its your day!~

Rictus' Birthday!

Happy 16th Birthday Rictus!!!
Today is Rictus Birthday!
He had been such a joy a my cg!
though he have his ups and downs
[everyones have them!]
today is one of his Super UP!

Well, today we prepared some things in line for Him!
[He must be feeling very blessed!]
firstly we got for him a scarf, thinking that he is those styled styled typed
And Guess What?
["what?" haha... the question above is a question he likes to ask]
he happened to WANT a scarf, but forgot to bring his wallet along!
so we celebrated with him after service
well, after that we went to Swensen for a Birthday lunch
well, little did he expected another birthday cake!
well its from his mom, and that surprises him even more!
he's one fortunate guy to have such a loving mom who just wants him to be happy, especially on his Birthday!
oh joys!

photos and more would be uploaded soon! =P

I AM BACK!

Yep!
i am really back for good!
well, recently i had been feeling kinda down
[well i am just a normal human who have ups and downs.]
cause of the many things that happened...
BUT
i am really thankful for ppl in W433 like Santy and Eileen!
[not to forget people like Samuel, Lester, Loewe and friends who i would sa all poped out... haha!]
we spent a good afternoon till night together!
they were such JOY
they were just...being there... encouraging
and being there really is sorta like a blessing to me
cause i like to have people around me, i like company =)
though i cant really talk by about 5pm
[yep i lost my voice for the day, so i am really quiet today]
we sorta played charade all the way
and we talked about many things

Well in Conclusion, i am gonna leave with you what i learnt today!
As the going get tough, the Tough gets going!

a small prayer

currently,
at the things that happened of late, which i cant really share...
all i can say is that, this little prayer,
sent from a teacher really encouraged me... a lot...

"God, give us grace to accept with serenity the things that cannot be changed,
courage to change the things that should be changed,
and the wisdom to distinguish the one from the other."

so... gotta pray for grace, courage and wisdom!
Trudy! 加油！加油！加油！
haha
often they say that we are our own cheerleaders... haha...
加油！加油！加油！加油！Trudy!! 加油！!

-.-

加油-ing,
Trudy郭

Attachment

guess where was i posted to for my IAP??
MEDIACORP!
not bad eh?
its fun!... but tiring... just like my course... haha
and i got to edit and see the web site going live!
[here's the link]
i made the gallery!
so love using the Gallery scripts!
haha...

just came back from work...
yup... on a Sunday
so i am pretty tired
cause i am REALLY NOT USED working life... yet
ない心配! my boss took pretty good care of me!

i really need more strength and greater capacity to sustain through my attachment!...
i need STRENGTH!
for my CG. =)
for my ministry...
for my freelance work...
for my portfolio...
for all our Fusion...
one thing i saw in Del's life that encouraged me
"The Joy of the Lord is my Strength! So my Countenance must show!"


-Trudy SMILES