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Glenn's Bitthday...

interesting ½day

well... went to school today...
Mdm Wan wants us to come so that she can revise chinese with us...
after that i stayed to do some physics paper...
its super scary if u try one question and ask one question...
that was what actually happened...
but now... it seems a bit better...
i managed to get them correct w/o much help...
i went to ask a few teachers...
like Mr Guo, Mrs Ng and Mr Yeo...
I just got to know Mr Guo today...
cause all the Physics teachers went misssing
so i had to ask any science teacher that come in my way... hahaz...
Mrs Ng helped me to get my mind set right for the Radioactive chapter...
Mr Yeo was like "can i adopt you as my daughter?"
hahaz... interesting...
den someone told me not to wear the school uniform...
in a joking manner...cause i'm not their student already...
den on the way home...i saw this lady...
super pretty... looked like my previous chinese teacher...
she was reading some broches...
so i dared not say hi... wad if that's not her?
hahaz... den when i got out of the bus...
i saw my ex-church member...
we were in the same class...
wanted to say hi but...he was with his friends...
if i say hi its like gonna be quite awkward...
further more he saw me but din seems to reconise me...
so nvm los...
i went shopping for my friend's b'day gift...
saw a pretty pair of ear-rings...
but i remembered... i din get my full allowance this week...
it was like gees!
hahaz...interesting ½day...
okies... i need to wash up and continue to study...
all the best to those who are taking Os too! =D

tongues have the power to give life or death

today i wanna share sth...
i wanna share abt the spiritual battle that i had last night...
i think if anyone gone through it would also share the same feeling...
after the battle... i flet stronger, the big need to get the ppl to know Christ...
its started with what Aloysius shared with me, sth that had caught his eyes...

The Unpardonable Sin
“Therefore I say to you, every sin and blasphemy will be forgiven men, but the blasphemy against the Spirit will not be forgiven men. Anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man, it will be forgiven him; but whoever speaks against the Holy Spirit, it will not be forgiven him, either in this age or in the age to come.
[Matt 12: 31- 32(NKJV)]

as i read that sth stirred within me...
i will start by saying how things should not be known half pass six...
i went to a church when i was young...
i knew God as my atm...
read the Bible only on Sundays...
didnt memorise the verses that the teacher gave...
i didnt really have the relationship i have with Him now...
i will only praise Him when things goes well...
one day...as a lazy girl w/o planning...
i din not do my h/w... so i tried to rush...
den i was almost late for school...
so i did sth on an act of impuse... i cursed God...
i did not know why... it left a deep impression on me...
i cants remember much of my childhood...
but this i can remember vividly... it was when i was in pri sch...
i felt so condemned yesterday... thinking was i barred fm Heaven...
fm the relationship i am having... going into somewhere that burns all day w/o fire...i was really lost... i was super scared...
i went to one person... i tried to tell her what was happening... but she tried to shoo me away because she wanted to watch tv... in the end she scolded me and call me to go study... until when she told my dad... my dad talk to me... i cried...
when he went out i seek the Lord... i know that it was the devil who was trying to condemn me... Jesus was saying that to the Scribes and Pharisees... cause they spoke against the Holy spirit... by attributing the Holy spirit's works to the devil... they were not forgiven because they have full understanding and they did not say it in ignorance nor on impuse... yup...
so i think back if not how would the Holy spirit be with me everywhere i go... blessing me in everything i do...encouraging me with His words... letting me be filled with Him... yea... so praise God i am still in line with Him...
now i have this to push me to spread the good news... to get as many save as possible... it's not impossible... as nth is impossible with God...
i would not want to see anyone i love in the pit... i will try my best... but if they reject than all i could do is to pray... and if judgement day come and they did not change den i would weep...

today

the msg of the week...
live the importance of today...
yesterday and tomorrow is important...
just not as important...
this is like doing social studies's conclusion...
for chap6 must end with...
no values can be isolated,
as all are interconnected...

yesterday during the sermon...
i was really blessed!
everytime i gave more than
i intended for service... as faith rises...
the sermon really just blessed me indeed!
i will look up at the stars like Abraham and believe in God for the change...
he held on the His promised...
i shall hold on to His promise of the change in grades...
as i study i shall have the Word of God in fornt of me...
i shall meditate on it...
initially it might be hard... BUT! when thing make a turn around...
the Word of God shall carry me!!!
:D yeah... the demostration left a deep impression in me...
hahaz... but after service was kinda sad...
as i cant fellowship with my cgmembers...
the furtherest place i went with them was the road...
den my dad called... geez...
i tot i could just stay with them at 2nd best for at least 5 mins...
nvm... looking forward to Friday... :D

today i think abt what God wants me to do...
He had called me to evangalise... make disciples of all nations...
and sometimes it really hard to do that to ppl who dun like you...
esp when u evangelise is to open a door to them...
let them able to choose whether they want to receive Christ or not...
this is like letting them choose between Heaven and hell...
and i felt reluctant to?
den i felt the Holy Spirit telling me...
'cause Christ have love me... i have to love them...
just as Christ have forgave me i shall do the same...
den i think... it would take a person with great courage to go up to those who dislike you and share about Christ... but the day of the Lord is nearing... so we need to be going all out... not think about the need for courage anot... so i just pray that i may have the chance to and that the Holy Spirit use me to minister and bare forth good fruits... and i like what the Pst said... it not he who laugh first but he who have the last laugh... :)


[Jeremiah1: 7- 8(NKJV)]
But the LORD said to me:
“ Do not say, ‘I am a youth,’
For you shall go to all to whom I send you,
And whatever I command you, you shall speak.
Do not be afraid of their faces,
For I am with you to deliver you,” says the LORD.

who am i?

hahaz... okies... blogger is getting funny...
maybe they are trying a new style...

well yesterday was funny...
was talking to some of my cg members like Rebecca...
she said i sounded like SBSP...
ahahahahaz...
anybody wan some 'Crappy Patty'?
hahaz... okies... den in class...
Wenz called me a cat!!
oh no... Minah is getting to influence me
hahaz... cause she's a copy-cat
hahahahaz... lalalala...
everytime she would wear sth similar to
either me or my family...
i din realise until she kept on laughing...
geez... i thought wad had happened
when she was trying to tell me while laughing...
den Shue called me a Bimbo...
so my bro is a Himbo los
hahhaz... but i have brains
and i'm not afraid to use it...
oh man...okies...
dun mind that...

haiz... things are getting stress
as the exams come...
den its so weird...
when the sec4s are having prelims...
they are playing...
den when its their turn...
we are free from it...
hahahz...

and i had planned with my friends what we're going to do in the hols...
after exams... hahahahaz!
stay at each other's houses, ice-skating, shopping, watching movies, go do many others... hahahz... but guess i'm gonna be working most of the time...
B.F.!!! =D

oh yea... one more thing!
b4 i start mugging...
[dunno why i like doing that... hahahha]
i was talking to my mom abt the hair thing...
den i told her abt the conversation i had w/ my cg members...
she went :"okay lor, go reborn your hair los"
den i when:"okays... when?"
she replied:"now lor"
hahahhahaha...
yup i got my hair done...
hahahhaz...
den there is 2 bros owning the shop...
one is a property agent...
the other is the care taker of the shop...
i feel that the property agent is
a lot more mature than the other one...
even though he looks younger...
geez... maybe its the diff of
being expose to many ppl...

A LETTER FROM GOD

As you got up this morning, I watched you, and hoped you would talk
to me, even if it was just a few words, asking my opinion or
thanking me for something good that happened in your life yesterday.
But I noticed you were too busy, trying to find the right outfit to
wear.
When you ran around the house getting ready, I knew there would be
a few minutes for you to stop and say hello, but you were too busy.
At one point you had to wait fifteen minutes with nothing to do
except sit in a chair. Then I saw you spring to your feet. I thought
you wanted to talk to me but you ran to the phone and called a
friend to get the latest gossip instead. I watched patiently all day
long. With all our activities I guess you were too busy to say
anything to me.
I noticed that before lunch you looked around, maybe you felt
embarrassed to talk to me,that is why you didn't bow your head.
You glanced three or four tables over and you noticed some of your
friends talking to me briefly before they ate, but you didn't.
That's okay. There is still more time left, and I hope that you will
talk to me yet.
You went home and it seems as if you had lots of things to do. After
a few of them were done, you turned on the TV. You just watch anything goes there and you spend a lot of time each day in front of it not thinking about anything, just enjoying the show. I waited patiently again as you watched the TV and ate your meal, but again you didn't talk to me.
Bedtime, you felt too tired. After you said goodnight to your
family you plopped into bed and fell asleep in no time. That's okay
because you may not realize that I am always there for you.. I've
got patience, more than you will ever know. I even want to teach you
how to be patient with others as well.
I love you so much that I wait everyday for a nod, prayer or
thought, or a thankful part of your heart. It is hard to have a one-
sided conversation.
Well, you are getting up once again. Once again I will wait, with
nothing but love for you. Hoping that today you will give me some
time. Have a nice day!
Your friend
GOD